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| Mar. 24th, 2008 @ 10:27 am (no subject) | |||
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| i got a girlfriend, for the first time since oct 06, so its been a little while, things are on the right track i just though i would put this somewhere in my journal that i dont use, i have class right now but i'll come back and fill it out a little more later on | ||
| Nov. 29th, 2007 @ 11:46 pm as of late | |||
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Current Mood:
i figure i'll start with whats coming up and move backwards contemplativeCurrent Music: damien rice, lonelily i'm going back to school and i gave up those dreams of being rich for a life of contempt filled with a whole bunch of little maybes rather than a monumental one without music im still holding on to the hope that i will be a lead in a musical, no matter how cheesy or under cast, which means i have an audition for joseph in 3 days, im either going to blow them away with a high d or sound like a 13 year old boy in the shower i like zippos! i've been single for a little over a year with no more than early morning eye open for a new one i cant wait to be settled, not to rush everything out of the way, but just a thought of the day i can look back and tell a hell of a story i've never taken a path layed out for me, nor blazed a trail of my own, the only thing i can say is that i've jumped aboard other paths speraticly and i've fallen off just as fast im not going to float along but im sure as hell not going to swim. lets just see waht happens next | ||
| Oct. 18th, 2007 @ 11:32 am (no subject) | |||
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| im making chicken fingers and waiting for the effects of the dentist to wear off im going out with ab pretty soon so hopefully that goes well p.s run train | ||
| Mar. 24th, 2007 @ 02:39 am catching up on some things | |||
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wow i havnt done this in a while well i just went through and read a bunch of old lj entrys and i've realized that i really havnt grown that much i mean in certain areas of course i have, but emotionally na not really i miss a lot of things about high school i miss the relationships i had, not just the girl friends i miss casey, david, paco, olivia, liz, quinn, meredith, emily, and a bunch more i've tryed to find friends like those and i cant i also cant seem to find anyone i like enough to even attempt a relationship im at ncsa now and i've already spent a trimester there, i like it but what i miss from home is something that well never be again, all those friendships i thought getting out on my own would help me figure out who i am but now more than ever am i left clueless with who i am, i went 2 years without ever swearing, now i cant even count how many times i do it in an hour its so many times, i also dont really work out anymore, i started eating more sugar, stoped taking vitamins, i drink, smoke more pot than ever, and i lie for no reason not to mention i've hooked up with girls i've known less than an hour, and never talked to them again, or give bull shit excuses of why i cant comeover again, or why i want to be single right now im trying really hard right now to find myself, or at least get my life back on track i went on a date with annie last night, we went to the breakfast club, they liked our dancing so much that they gave us vip cards so we get in free next time im so lost right now. | ||
| Feb. 17th, 2007 @ 08:48 pm (no subject) | |||
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| its saturday night i just got home from nc arts i called my trumpet teacher and as it turns out the concert that i have to miss monday night i'll get to sit in on their dress rehersal and possibly play with them and thanks to Dr. Harding i'll get to meet the trumpet teacher at eastman school of music that all happens tomorrow monday i get to take a master class with the same guy from eastman and play for him, so hopefully he'll like what he hears and we can start pondering the possibilitys of attending eastman which would be great, and im actually thinking real hard about auditioning for oberlin for my masters in ed. than back to the dorm monday night for yet another week of the conservatory life next week i have an audition for summer theatre, so pray for me so i dont have to get a real job | ||
| Jan. 11th, 2007 @ 09:55 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Location: d 202
im not at ncsa in my dorm roomi just took a shower and im not sleeping because i was asked to play in the MLK day music something or another so far i pretty much love it here, there is no stress its just play learn work out and hang out and food its all i could ever ask for i also think im growing away from lj so i might not enter for a while if ever | ||
| Jan. 3rd, 2007 @ 04:01 am ncsa | |||
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Current Music: shes mine, brett dennen
today ncsa gave me acceptance and a full ride scholarshipand now i have to leave in 2 1/2 hours to recive all my classes,id,room, ect i havnt slept im too excited/scared as soon as i get all moved in i have to turn around and come back to charlotte to catch a flight to atlanta so i can transfer to miami so i can drive down to key largo to see my dad which i havnt seen in 3 years i think that about covers it pretty stressed out right now | ||
| Dec. 18th, 2006 @ 11:37 pm (no subject) | |||
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| so today was a day of +'s and -'s last night about 10 o clock i got a call from judy saxton(trumpet teacher at ncsa) she tells me she would love to hear me play today, i told her i'd see what i could do so i go up there at 3 today and have an audition....which i pass with flying colors she walks me over to the admissions building where i fill out all my papers that was the plus side of the day the negitive side... i had to pee real bad, the kind of bad where i was running up the stares because it was all i could do to stop from unloading my bladder in the fron yead... i open the door and whats there other than a mess but a black man in a hoody holding my brass knuckels my box of condoms and a dvd player not much really i know my i-pod, x box,keyboard, and gun were all missing as well so i chase him through the house, i had on my birks so naturaly i wasnt at my fastest running speed and i had to stop for a second to gather what was going on well he got away and only stole from my room so i had a bad day and a good day all in the same day | ||
| Dec. 6th, 2006 @ 06:13 pm (no subject) | |||
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chorus. crushedCurrent Music: will i, rent | ||
| Dec. 5th, 2006 @ 10:23 pm Grease | |||
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| i had another audition for grease today but this one will be at cpcc with tom hollis and ron chisom* they made me read for knickie for hopefully i'll get that part i'll update with the news | ||
| Dec. 4th, 2006 @ 12:07 pm (no subject) | |||
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today is my recitle anxiousCurrent Music: one song glory my BIG RECITLE the one that my whole 2 credit applied depends on i'll let you know how it went tonight | ||
| Nov. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:11 pm (no subject) | |||
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its the eve of turky-day blankCurrent Music: boston, augustana i had a really good jazz concert yesterday annie was the only one who came so we went out for coffee and there were a few people there that were at the concert so i talked to them for a few i asked the coffee girl to make me a suprise in a 16oz cup and she laughed at me, but it was the kind of laugh someone dose when they when they hope there is something more than just a normal conversation then we went out tap dancing in the rain which was a nice change of pace, bufflos and china towns with soggy feet today zaire and neal came to cp to meet bill and we played jazz for about 3 hours all in all my dad is home im wide awake and everyone in my house is asleep | ||
| Nov. 18th, 2006 @ 07:07 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Music: mr. curiosity, like a star
so last night i went to a partywith a few girls from grease and a couple other college people, they played beer pong and quarters, both of which i sat out on im a little sick, i didnt think that i was but after last night i know i am, i couldnt talk this morning it might be because i was up aller i last night talking, but anywho i got home at 7 30 in the morning and slpet from then till 6, not i can talk it just sounds really bad i had a weird dream that paco was taking this girl that i like to his dorm while i was going to a class so i beat up the girl( i know weird) and them she told me she was sorry after i beat her up and we proceded to make-out and then decided we were going to date, funny how dreams work out when the real world just sits back and laughs at you | ||
| Nov. 5th, 2006 @ 01:14 am (no subject) | |||
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bad day bouncyCurrent Music: Nakushita, just friends GREAT NIGHT!!! | ||
| Nov. 3rd, 2006 @ 09:59 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Music: teddy geiger, arnt they all the same
it went welland now im kinda happy but kinda sad im not quite sure what i am but i think i'l be up a while | ||
| Nov. 3rd, 2006 @ 01:27 pm friday night | |||
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Current Music: blackbird, g love and special sauce
its fridayso far so good tonite im going out with liz to McHomer and it could go either way good, or bad honestly i think its our last chance to be friends, we've put eachother through a bunce of doodoo i think it will go fine | ||
| Nov. 1st, 2006 @ 11:04 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Music: we go together
im a very happy Derek todayim going on a "hangout" with liz, which consists of McHommer and dinner at most likly Fule pizza but if i can do anything about it we'll go to to the one at the green sara spencer told me i had a great voice and grease is one week away | ||
| Oct. 30th, 2006 @ 11:21 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Mood:
so you know when you do things that you probably shouldnt and it bites your ass just like you thought it would, well i did one of those things remanescentCurrent Music: i'll follow you into the dark i mean i didnt do anything wrong but i just got kinda sad and then i did it again for how much crap i gave paco i have to be the biggest hypocrite in the world i chased after things i cant have and look for signs to fule my futile attempts of getting whatever i just happen to covet at that moment so why do i save these things? | ||
| Oct. 15th, 2006 @ 08:57 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Location: texas
so i went to neals party and averaged a good timeCurrent Mood: do the dang thangCurrent Music: some kind of pop jazz fusion thingy i mean i had to deal with paco and doug who were dicks, dicks that take advantage of other people and kelsey who thought it was cute or funny to be a bitch to me for no apparent reason but i did bowl the 2 worst games of my life followed up by one of the best games of my life, and had fun at neals house then today i had chinese food which is always good and then talked to anna k for a while and toped it all of with a nice heaping pile of 240 beats a minute of jazz charts for 2 hours at cjo | ||
| Oct. 13th, 2006 @ 12:04 am (no subject) | |||
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Current Music: spider man, michael buble
i saw the chorus concert earlierit was good, even though everyone around me was talking and rubbing my ears the people infront of us kept giving me dirty looks and i was the only one sitting in silence liz talked to me a little bit akward but nice i saw kat david and jules mom and for someone who had nothing to do with that event i sure got a lot of attention i have a couple of undercover band nerds working for me, i really want to start sitting in with the jazz band at nwsa so hopefully mr markus will let me then sara shin and i are going to go grab something to eat saturday neal is having a party sunday i have the charlotte jazz orchestra, on top of grease rehersals(yay..sigh) so im pretty muched booked all through the week | ||
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