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| Mar. 24th, 2008 @ 10:27 am (no subject) | |||
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| i got a girlfriend, for the first time since oct 06, so its been a little while, things are on the right track i just though i would put this somewhere in my journal that i dont use, i have class right now but i'll come back and fill it out a little more later on | ||
| Nov. 29th, 2007 @ 11:46 pm as of late | |||
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Current Mood:
i figure i'll start with whats coming up and move backwards contemplativeCurrent Music: damien rice, lonelily i'm going back to school and i gave up those dreams of being rich for a life of contempt filled with a whole bunch of little maybes rather than a monumental one without music im still holding on to the hope that i will be a lead in a musical, no matter how cheesy or under cast, which means i have an audition for joseph in 3 days, im either going to blow them away with a high d or sound like a 13 year old boy in the shower i like zippos! i've been single for a little over a year with no more than early morning eye open for a new one i cant wait to be settled, not to rush everything out of the way, but just a thought of the day i can look back and tell a hell of a story i've never taken a path layed out for me, nor blazed a trail of my own, the only thing i can say is that i've jumped aboard other paths speraticly and i've fallen off just as fast im not going to float along but im sure as hell not going to swim. lets just see waht happens next | ||
| Oct. 18th, 2007 @ 11:32 am (no subject) | |||
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| im making chicken fingers and waiting for the effects of the dentist to wear off im going out with ab pretty soon so hopefully that goes well p.s run train | ||
| Mar. 24th, 2007 @ 02:39 am catching up on some things | |||
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wow i havnt done this in a while well i just went through and read a bunch of old lj entrys and i've realized that i really havnt grown that much i mean in certain areas of course i have, but emotionally na not really i miss a lot of things about high school i miss the relationships i had, not just the girl friends i miss casey, david, paco, olivia, liz, quinn, meredith, emily, and a bunch more i've tryed to find friends like those and i cant i also cant seem to find anyone i like enough to even attempt a relationship im at ncsa now and i've already spent a trimester there, i like it but what i miss from home is something that well never be again, all those friendships i thought getting out on my own would help me figure out who i am but now more than ever am i left clueless with who i am, i went 2 years without ever swearing, now i cant even count how many times i do it in an hour its so many times, i also dont really work out anymore, i started eating more sugar, stoped taking vitamins, i drink, smoke more pot than ever, and i lie for no reason not to mention i've hooked up with girls i've known less than an hour, and never talked to them again, or give bull shit excuses of why i cant comeover again, or why i want to be single right now im trying really hard right now to find myself, or at least get my life back on track i went on a date with annie last night, we went to the breakfast club, they liked our dancing so much that they gave us vip cards so we get in free next time im so lost right now. | ||
| Feb. 17th, 2007 @ 08:48 pm (no subject) | |||
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| its saturday night i just got home from nc arts i called my trumpet teacher and as it turns out the concert that i have to miss monday night i'll get to sit in on their dress rehersal and possibly play with them and thanks to Dr. Harding i'll get to meet the trumpet teacher at eastman school of music that all happens tomorrow monday i get to take a master class with the same guy from eastman and play for him, so hopefully he'll like what he hears and we can start pondering the possibilitys of attending eastman which would be great, and im actually thinking real hard about auditioning for oberlin for my masters in ed. than back to the dorm monday night for yet another week of the conservatory life next week i have an audition for summer theatre, so pray for me so i dont have to get a real job | ||
| Jan. 11th, 2007 @ 09:55 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Location: d 202
im not at ncsa in my dorm roomi just took a shower and im not sleeping because i was asked to play in the MLK day music something or another so far i pretty much love it here, there is no stress its just play learn work out and hang out and food its all i could ever ask for i also think im growing away from lj so i might not enter for a while if ever | ||
| Jan. 3rd, 2007 @ 04:01 am ncsa | |||
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Current Music: shes mine, brett dennen
today ncsa gave me acceptance and a full ride scholarshipand now i have to leave in 2 1/2 hours to recive all my classes,id,room, ect i havnt slept im too excited/scared as soon as i get all moved in i have to turn around and come back to charlotte to catch a flight to atlanta so i can transfer to miami so i can drive down to key largo to see my dad which i havnt seen in 3 years i think that about covers it pretty stressed out right now | ||
| Dec. 18th, 2006 @ 11:37 pm (no subject) | |||
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| so today was a day of +'s and -'s last night about 10 o clock i got a call from judy saxton(trumpet teacher at ncsa) she tells me she would love to hear me play today, i told her i'd see what i could do so i go up there at 3 today and have an audition....which i pass with flying colors she walks me over to the admissions building where i fill out all my papers that was the plus side of the day the negitive side... i had to pee real bad, the kind of bad where i was running up the stares because it was all i could do to stop from unloading my bladder in the fron yead... i open the door and whats there other than a mess but a black man in a hoody holding my brass knuckels my box of condoms and a dvd player not much really i know my i-pod, x box,keyboard, and gun were all missing as well so i chase him through the house, i had on my birks so naturaly i wasnt at my fastest running speed and i had to stop for a second to gather what was going on well he got away and only stole from my room so i had a bad day and a good day all in the same day | ||
| Dec. 6th, 2006 @ 06:13 pm (no subject) | |||
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Current Mood:
chorus. crushedCurrent Music: will i, rent | ||
| Dec. 5th, 2006 @ 10:23 pm Grease | |||
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| i had another audition for grease today but this one will be at cpcc with tom hollis and ron chisom* they made me read for knickie for hopefully i'll get that part i'll update with the news | ||
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